overwhelmed with photography work, and at my full time job i'm getting a lot of heat for really trivial things.
emotionally, complete storm of emotions, confusion, and a ton of unanswered questions. is it real?? should i chase? or is it a simple fading of emotions that I haven't tasted in 25 months?
but life has gotten so busy it's easier to be numb about everything.
plus, the doors are slowly opening to some future opportunities of adventure + life.
God, you are mysterious but you are still in control.
...surrendering is a constant battle that leads to victory.
